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meet mr.guyton 

ammar and nafis :)

 my hostel..rusunawa...its located just 100 metres from my faculty :)

my weekends were filled with these "stuffs"

in the class....

this is like a small village located at the back of my hostel...

funny isn't it? we have village here in our campus

well,some of the indonesians

yipee!

pemasangan ECG

meet your inter class..fer..

well

amir and fathin!

our beloved hostel :)

ma comfy queen size bed

rooftop!!!!

back view of our hostel :)

must have! histology book.

another rusuns!

anatomy assignemnts...neuropsychiatry

my beloved food hunters team...on our way to the steak house :)

Losari beach

machet sekali deh..(machet) means traffic jammed

waiting...at the faculty

"sucess is not a final,, failure is not a fatal

it is the courage to continue that counts" 

winston churchill once said that and that's what keeping me here.

yeah, its been 3 months++ already since we started our first lecture here.well.....what can i say? Its tough. yeah, words cannot describe my journey but let me put it into one simple word. TOUGH?

as usual we need to wake up at four for subuh prayer and class will start at 7.50 a.m,,and last at 5p.m...and we need to sit for our test for like almost everyday and what make it worst is that we need to pass the test to go into the labs,and wanna hear good news? you have to get 80% and above to pass the test..yep...im not kidding...our life continue as in we are all in one big pyramid and we are at the bottom of the medical food chain which label us as mahasiswa baru...smallest planktons in big ocean ready to be eaten alive......sort like a competition ...u need to be clever to survive ..well,,,i still have this food poisoning running through my bowel on and off..whatever,whatver,whatever..welll.....i got nothing much to say...I really hope we'll survive this semester 1, Biomedic 1 block has already ended.
respiratory ,musculosceletal,cardiovascular
and next would be BIOMEDIC 2 block
consists of
neuropsychiatry,gastroeterology,reproductive,endocrine systems.
mid exam : december and final exam is on january!
and yeah,,i really really hope our KITAS siap at that time, so we can have our semester holiday at home! amin!! anyway anyway...teett...
I dont have anything to write anymore
just enjoy the pictures.
so long everyone.

okay.one last photo for today...

ma lab coat and things that I need to carry EVERYDAY while in our biomedic 1 block...

stethoscope, color pencils,  practical book, gloves , identification card, test hammer~

and yes 9 cm width sobotta text book for anatomy lab~

WELL.

WHATEVER.

:)

bye,bye.

<3

*damn! I miss home, my Malaysia*

the 4th week

Blurry.Absurd.Dark and Twisty

This lazy evening accompanied by a terrible grumbling from the antrum of my stomach running through with an abnormal periltalsis. I got food poisoning. they were my new bestfriend last week. Vomitting,nausea,fever and hectiness..but Alhamdulillah

after 4 days of MC.. I'm completely fine.

This is my 4th week being a medical student at Universitas Hasanuddin and still ...I'm so depress,...only god knows how depress I am, I may look happy outside but deep inside I feel like I've fell into the ground beaten endlessly trying to stand up ...but yes I'll stay strong.

I want to do this and I must survive this.

I need my strength ,this is my time yet there are so little time left, I need to move fast and quckly run,need to catch those heavy knowledge.
 mid EXAM next week and the final exam is just ahead from the corner .

wish and pray well for me.

BURDENED.CONFINED.ULTIMATELY OPTIMISTIC

that's all.

Assalamualaikum,goodbye and Thank you?

1st year . stranger. Malaysian . UNHAS . Medicine

its been a while since my last post.

I'm super duper busy these days with all the assignments,lab reports, ORIENTATION(pengkaderan) assignments, classes and blablabla..

hectic year ever. 2012. 

and my life began, 1st year med school.

Frankly speaking, it sucks, My ship is sinking,, slowly .I can barely breath ...

finishing our continuous assignments everyday...

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED 

That's what the seniors said.

and yes I just realized the meaning and aware of that words.

it's not literally an advice,, it's a warning

BEWARE

yeah this is the hidden definition of it.

class start at 7 a.m and finish at 5.00 p.m

life here is very tough and unpredictable,, the toughest phase in my life so far. 
I'm still adapting with my surroundings

I hope I can survive this. InsyaAllah.

our 2nd week of lecture and there are so many to ingest.

Biochemistry.Physiology.Anatomy & Histology

pftttt...

we already learn about infusion and all the stuffs related to medicine, and it seems to move in a fast mode and I really need to be active to catch up....

there is only one thing that hold myself here,,learning medicine..yeah.. and I'm glad..

that's all

and we are going to enter muscoskeletal block by next week.

can't wait for cardio! :)

wish me all the best and pray for my greatness & prosperity. Assalamualaikum.

ps; I miss my beloved Malaysia. :(

Eid Limited

STARING AT THE MIRROR

it's a vague picture of me standing there with no feelings

at all..it seems like a dark space full with candles but lost..no presence,,

... but then i realized

all I can see was me~my very own body.. a stiff one

wrinkles and smile? ..

blur

 still in Indonesia

and this is not a dream.  

 

hey,hey,hey

finally after a full month of fasting

and yes. Alhamdulillah

1st of syawal we celebrate.

This year was different..yes..different from my previous experiences of celebrating raya 

 this year I had to celebrate my 1st of syawal in this own land of Makassar.

Being a stranger is one thing but far away from my family has tremendously affected my view about almost everything. Staying here,?..my feelings and thoughts?.

I realized that I became more grateful and modest.

How was it?

My first of syawal?

yeah it's okay and everyone seems to enjoy themselves.

The cheers and all the joyous moment we had.

washing the dishes together and playing fireworks.

the camera flashes , laughing and smiles.

everything seems perfect.

yeah

PERFECT? nope. OKAY? yes

whatever it is, Malaysia is always the best.

so these are some of the pictures for all of you

enjoy? nahhh...

location ; aula

tempat pengumpulan peajar-pelajar Malaysia di Indonesia

Our pre lebaran photoshoot.. front view of our faculty.

18 august 2012..before raya!

AJK beli barang yang bertungkus lumus memerah santan.

hihihi! 

what with the mask? its called quality control!

terbaik from AJK BELI BARANG! ;P

FEEL THE WARMTH AND TASTE OF OUR BARE HANDS!

YUMMY! kalau ada rasa masin2 tu tgn saya lah yg perah santan tu ;p!

My first attempt to make lemangs! what a great experience~

Raya's eve!

Thanks to all the seniors! 

Bunga api time!!

 

kat sini mana2 pun boleh main mercun okay. kau mampu?!

1st of syawal!! :)

solat raya!

hmmm..no comment??..makan je la.

all guys!

US :)

omar!

muahx! these are my lights~

ouh,ouh,,one more thing

for your information kat indonesia raya dia simple2 je. selalunya after tengah hari syawal dh x sambut raya dah..malaysia je lebih2 raya sebulan..hihi..but whatever it is.. I miss Malaysia so damn much!

and kalau nak tgk lebih just click the link below okay..

 

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5pG_NBoONk&feature=youtu.be

 

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIWyN1Qzg9Q&feature=youtu.be

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI OKAY!

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!

MUAHXXX! XOXOXOXO!

Dari Jauh Ku Pohon Maaf

 SUDIRMAN

 

Dalam dingin subuh hatiku terusik
Kenang nasib diri di rantauan
Bergema takbir raya menitis air mata
Terbayang suasana permai desa

Rindu hati ini inginku kembali
Pada ayah bonda dan saudara
Tetapi aku harus mencari rezeki
Membela nasib kita bersama

Hanya ku sampaikan doa dan kiriman tulus ikhlas
Dari jauh kupohonkan ampun maaf
Jangan sedih pagi ini tak dapat kita bersama
Meraikan aidil fitri yang mulia

Restu ayah bonda kuharap selalu
Hingga aku pulang kepadamu

Restu ayah bonda kuharap selalu
Demi anakmu yang kini jauh

:')

Foot & steps

here I go. Currently in Makassar. Continuing my studies in medicine,,,even though the class hasn't started yet the eager to conquer knowledge is quite crucial here. Everyone tends to give their best for the upcoming semester that will be commenced on 27th of August.

Well, many people or shall I say about 95% of my friends had asked me the same question all over again for these past few days. 

"are you okay"

"best x study sana"

sorry guys but I only been here for about 2 weeks and and I can barely feel anything..YET... yeah I'm okay but not completely fine. The air I breathe in and out, the sun linings all over my "tanned' skin, the haze coming through my nostrils and all the things are in their physical attraction. I can feel them, yes , literally but ,, how about my conceptual thoughts and my emotion.?? somehow, this situation is pretty blur. SURREAL BLUR. but again, don't you worry , maybe , or eventually I'll get through this.Process of adaptation .. my new surroundings.
but there are also many things that I'm sure of..

1. I have totally lost my sense of fashion here (aku keluar gy mall pakai selipar je kot + serabut je muka) and I already loss 3 kg in a week :)

2. Sometimes bertindak cm bangla2 naik lorry bagai. and then, yes saya naik motor. jangan terkejut :p

3. bubur mcd murah rm 1.50 je.

4. burger mcd masin? and spicy chicken xde :(

5. sos  cili x sedap!  + serbuk cili x wujud kat sini.

6. tiap2 hari shopping beli brg2 yang x penting pun. sorry mama and baba membazir :P

7. batuk2 kering plus kulit merekah kering gila puasa kat sini.

8.  yang best kat RUSUN(hostel) ni ada tv? which? aku x pernah on kan pun switch dia.

9. every morning thanks masjid sini kejut sahur dengan memasang lagu maher zain?

10. pak taksi slalu charge lebih2 kalau x guna meter?

11. murah je naik pete paling mahal rm 1.50 je.

TETT...sorry for that blurry confessions of mine,enough.

hihi

How's Makassar > well for the time being. It's okay and a lil bit hectic.

whatever it is..these are some of the pictures taken for these past few days.

ENJOY?

malas nak cakap banyak2.

 Hasanuddin airport. 

 My room! :)

 stuffs?

 our Queen size bed :p

 SHOWER!

 OKAY. jamban yang xde flush?..

waaaaa

 Front view of our hostel called Rusunawa :)

 Pete-pete, main transportation for the citizen.

 Universitas Hasanuddin Teaching hospital.

 All guys (1st wave) 2012 Int class :)

This is our BUS. It's "mini" but very useful .

*grateful*

 some restaurant

 The guys

 all guys

 Front view of our faculty.

Medical Faculty of UNHAS

 Lecture hall.

 Clinical skills lab!

 grrrr..yummayh! ?

 On our way to the mall.! and taufik fell asleep~ HOW sweet~ ? -__-"

 Rooftop of UNHAS teaching hospital

 yeay balik RUSUN naik lorry!

kau mampu?!

.............

hmmm...for the time being. itu je okay.

later.

penat.

ouh2 yeah. 

baru kena diarrhea + muntah2 + demam.

and alhamdulillah sudah beransur pulih.

Please do pray for my health and prosperity.

thank you :).