One R journey

Its been 4 months since my last post. I was too exhausted and spiritually unmotivated to write any of what I’ve experience for this past 4 months…..

DRAMAS

“hey! Freshie!, come and greet your senior here!” shouted a man with a toothy grin. “Yes, sir , good morning sir ! I “smiled” at them. …That is what happened one month ago during our orientation months to welcome the new undergraduates to the university. Campus life is quite difficult, busier and exhausting, apart from the daily routine of lectures, tutorials and teaching,,,as a first year medical student we can barely get our eyes closed for more than 4 hours, sleep deprivation, a lot of assignments, crazy tests, and unlimited exams make us less alive than a zombie. “PLAIN” was the descriptive term for our 1^st semester here. It’s a really long and ridiculous months on what we’ve been through. After 5 months of endless bowing , nodding, our backs and shoulders ached and were hunched like old folks suffering from scoliosis, We could hardly open our heavy eye lids for the morning class. We were or may I say,,I was oblivious to the darkness and dragged my feet on the hard tar road for the class…… And YES. Yes! finally we did it…we finished our semester one and also got accepted into “KEMA” Keluarga Mahasiswa(orientation thingy). AT last!!Alhamdulillah! AFTER FIVE MONTHS of mental torture… we survived.. dear “MEDICAL DOCTOR” I’ll SEE YOU ANOTHER 4 ++ YEARS!

*IT WAS A GREAT EXPERIENCE YET A REALLY TOUGH ONE.

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED? ? NOPE! EXPECT THE BULLSHIT :))

…………………………………………………………………………………………………

Final exams ? SURREAL BLUR~ 16 january 2013 was my last paper for this semester one… and all I can think of is “MALAYSIA”. I need to go home I miss the air , the wind , I miss my family,cats,friends,foods,room and everything!!!!!

See you soon My dear Malaysia…. I <3 YOU 

iphone 5 :))

congrats my dear sis for the engagement :))

MR . ELMO

SEAFOOD!!

In our class , waiting for the examiners~~

last final exam~

hell yeah! 

shah and my elmo~ 

haunted hostel~

THE DATE!

oN OUR WAY to the class.. It's pink day!

anatomy test! 100 questions in just 15 mins~ brr

front view of our University

Our new year celebration...this picture was taken excatly at 12 a.m Location : our hostel roof..~hahahaha

NERD

well,,,what can i say??...

This is omar

My lovely food hunters 

meet NATHY AND TKUT :))

RIBUT! everday hujan lebat -____-"

last day of lab!

ma room :)

another food hunters day out~~

 so this is what am going to learn on my semester two! 

finally! I really hope that I can go back by the end of this week!
Immigration ! please be nice to me :"(
SEE YOU!

The latest

meet mr.guyton 

ammar and nafis :)

 my hostel..rusunawa...its located just 100 metres from my faculty :)

my weekends were filled with these "stuffs"

in the class....

this is like a small village located at the back of my hostel...

funny isn't it? we have village here in our campus

well,some of the indonesians

yipee!

pemasangan ECG

meet your inter class..fer..

well

amir and fathin!

our beloved hostel :)

ma comfy queen size bed

rooftop!!!!

back view of our hostel :)

must have! histology book.

another rusuns!

anatomy assignemnts...neuropsychiatry

my beloved food hunters team...on our way to the steak house :)

Losari beach

machet sekali deh..(machet) means traffic jammed

waiting...at the faculty

"sucess is not a final,, failure is not a fatal

it is the courage to continue that counts" 

winston churchill once said that and that's what keeping me here.

yeah, its been 3 months++ already since we started our first lecture here.well.....what can i say? Its tough. yeah, words cannot describe my journey but let me put it into one simple word. TOUGH?

as usual we need to wake up at four for subuh prayer and class will start at 7.50 a.m,,and last at 5p.m...and we need to sit for our test for like almost everyday and what make it worst is that we need to pass the test to go into the labs,and wanna hear good news? you have to get 80% and above to pass the test..yep...im not kidding...our life continue as in we are all in one big pyramid and we are at the bottom of the medical food chain which label us as mahasiswa baru...smallest planktons in big ocean ready to be eaten alive......sort like a competition ...u need to be clever to survive ..well,,,i still have this food poisoning running through my bowel on and off..whatever,whatver,whatever..welll.....i got nothing much to say...I really hope we'll survive this semester 1, Biomedic 1 block has already ended.
respiratory ,musculosceletal,cardiovascular
and next would be BIOMEDIC 2 block
consists of
neuropsychiatry,gastroeterology,reproductive,endocrine systems.
mid exam : december and final exam is on january!
and yeah,,i really really hope our KITAS siap at that time, so we can have our semester holiday at home! amin!! anyway anyway...teett...
I dont have anything to write anymore
just enjoy the pictures.
so long everyone.

okay.one last photo for today...

ma lab coat and things that I need to carry EVERYDAY while in our biomedic 1 block...

stethoscope, color pencils,  practical book, gloves , identification card, test hammer~

and yes 9 cm width sobotta text book for anatomy lab~

WELL.

WHATEVER.

:)

bye,bye.

<3

*damn! I miss home, my Malaysia*

the 4th week

Blurry.Absurd.Dark and Twisty

This lazy evening accompanied by a terrible grumbling from the antrum of my stomach running through with an abnormal periltalsis. I got food poisoning. they were my new bestfriend last week. Vomitting,nausea,fever and hectiness..but Alhamdulillah

after 4 days of MC.. I'm completely fine.

This is my 4th week being a medical student at Universitas Hasanuddin and still ...I'm so depress,...only god knows how depress I am, I may look happy outside but deep inside I feel like I've fell into the ground beaten endlessly trying to stand up ...but yes I'll stay strong.

I want to do this and I must survive this.

I need my strength ,this is my time yet there are so little time left, I need to move fast and quckly run,need to catch those heavy knowledge.
 mid EXAM next week and the final exam is just ahead from the corner .

wish and pray well for me.

BURDENED.CONFINED.ULTIMATELY OPTIMISTIC

that's all.

Assalamualaikum,goodbye and Thank you?

1st year . stranger. Malaysian . UNHAS . Medicine

its been a while since my last post.

I'm super duper busy these days with all the assignments,lab reports, ORIENTATION(pengkaderan) assignments, classes and blablabla..

hectic year ever. 2012. 

and my life began, 1st year med school.

Frankly speaking, it sucks, My ship is sinking,, slowly .I can barely breath ...

finishing our continuous assignments everyday...

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED 

That's what the seniors said.

and yes I just realized the meaning and aware of that words.

it's not literally an advice,, it's a warning

BEWARE

yeah this is the hidden definition of it.

class start at 7 a.m and finish at 5.00 p.m

life here is very tough and unpredictable,, the toughest phase in my life so far. 
I'm still adapting with my surroundings

I hope I can survive this. InsyaAllah.

our 2nd week of lecture and there are so many to ingest.

Biochemistry.Physiology.Anatomy & Histology

pftttt...

we already learn about infusion and all the stuffs related to medicine, and it seems to move in a fast mode and I really need to be active to catch up....

there is only one thing that hold myself here,,learning medicine..yeah.. and I'm glad..

that's all

and we are going to enter muscoskeletal block by next week.

can't wait for cardio! :)

wish me all the best and pray for my greatness & prosperity. Assalamualaikum.

ps; I miss my beloved Malaysia. :(