End of the 2nd year (M.D UNHAS)

Well semester 4 has already began,

Currently in the 2nd week of the first block (urogenitalia)

beside that, i'll be facing another two blocks for this semester (gastroenterohepatology and reproductive),

 I guess the lower parts of the human body is kinda complicated and a lil way out of my league, but whatever it is in order to get my M.D title I just need to bear with all of these heavy and complex knowledge of GENITALS and GENITALs and VAH JAY JAY,

yes

when i said Vah jay jay, i really meant it,

every lecture ended by some pictures of infected vagina and penis

inspections and palpations of the penis , scrotum , vagina , anal in clinical skills,

it feels really weird though learning all these stuffs about our genitals and how they will react(respond) just from a single touch?

the other day the doctors instructed us to perform a rectal examination to the mannequin provided , well, FYI , informed consent is very important and a crucial step before we perform any physical examination on patients, so all we need to do is to "ask" the mannequin whether they let us to perform  the rectal exam on them and make sure that the patient or shall I say in this case  the mannequin is well-informed about the procedure . and then we proceed, inserting one finger into the fake rectum(anal) and describe the condition.

to be frank, even though it was only a mannequin, I felt really awkward and somewhat disturbed .

I just can't imagine if it were a real patient(human) back then , I might just puke and literally freak out in front of them . nahhh,,

i'm a "gunner" so yeah, nahhh, i'll be just fine?

I hope so.

anyhow, I always have this feeling or urge to compare myself to others thus,
reading and memorising ! and yes understanding !

I really need to ace my way through this block.

so yes!

I got 2 weeks left before the finals exam !

SO LONG people.

TO BE CONTINUE...

**I'll be at kampung tekalar this weekend for the faculty events!

acara sunat beramai2 and this year is my year! InsyaALLAH i'll be the operator/assistant to perform the ciircumcision !

and i'm sure going to upload all the pictures later

can't wait!

OUH ZAINUDDIN, BYE ZAINUDDIN. :*

(tenggelamnya kapan van der wijck)

Unleash

The summer has spoken

Through the heavy rain
I have chased the road
To solve all the pieces
And I'm tired of sitting waiting
Alone by the shadow
We were soft and standing still in the light

it was all everything I ever wanted
And you said you always had my back
but no, i had no back and you were at the front

moonlight comes reflecting

and there I go

alone

If i were to kill myself

if killing is worth more than my soul

I would kill the entire world

Of dreams and hopes

but No

so

DON'T 

I'll continue

I'll go through

I'll survive

and DIE 

2014

ITS 2014 BEBEH.

So I guess , this is it. Turning 23 this year.

and these are my priorities from now on !

• FAITH
• learn from mistakes ( no one is perfect , i have my own quirks , so yes)
• Consistency ~ ~ ~ ~ 
• be more empathetic (connected)
• DONT BE A TOTAL SNOB (modesty will be just fine)
• GOD
• FAMILY
• BEST friends (make time and respect)
• BE CREATIVE AND SPEAK UP !
• EXTRACURRICULAR LIFE
• Bear in mind (There is no such thing as instant result)
• single and independent.
• WARNING (DON'T WORRY TOO MUCH)
• AVOID ATTENTION IF I WOULD HAVE PEACE
• ACADEMICS 
• BODY

I'm back

hey boys and girls.

I'm back, its been like a decade since my last post,

yeah yeah yeah 

currently in my semester break as a 2nd year med student,

guess what i've already finished my semester 3 :) and proudly to say that I've passed all the subjects .

yeay me.

ALHAMDULILLAH :)

*FIRST YEAR*

Stab

It felt like a twinge from something solid, yet it wasn't real

it was only a taste of a remarkable depressions

humdinger it is, indeed life is hard

people tend to act their best but at the end they'll always show their weakest point.

self-reflected.

Self reflected.

I'm currently in my semester 3 as Medical student

maintaning my grades and ranking,

been living with some stupid assholes, self-claimed leaders and bunch of pious prick,

the rule is quite simple actually,

when you sit on a chair for so long, you wont feel anything

such paraesthesia do exists,

whatever it is,

I hope i'll get my MD on time.

THAT'S ALL.

Dr Muhammad Farid sounds really good

nope

SPLENDID

the risk

byebye IMMUNOLOGY 

 

Alhamdulillah no remedial exam for me.

syukur tak terkira. ;'3

New Block

 Ah, the Immunology block has just started a  week ago,

and another 1 month for the final exams,UAS,my first clinical exams and my long semester break :)

 Life is free, but it is precious. Perhaps people don't realize this, unless if they are a total snob and couldn't care more to live in this beautiful world. So as I were saying, yeah time is precious, being in my 2nd semester in med school has made me appreciate time more than I did in the past. How fast should we learn, how many pages should we read, do we have to attend the lecture? ,everything must be delegated so that we always head up in front~ yep, As you may observe, this is my schedule for this immuno-hematology block, "packed"!!,,  the lecturer have to finish their lecture in a very super fast mode....we have to memorize all the mechanism of our immunology system, all the pathology conditions that are related to each mechanism, symptoms? which are very difficult to differentiate as almost all diseases has either same symptoms or causes., clinical features,differential diagnosis, treatments, pharmacology and blablablabla, in just 4 weeks and then.."the final exam"..

that's how I live for these past few months, exams exams exams.

Being a medical student would be crazy enough , not to mention being a real "doctor" someday.

RESPONSIBILITY .

It's a familiar but nonetheless scary feeling, this thing called "responsibility"

so yes, being a doctor isn't all about having a lot of money and respects~ we hold to this one big responsibility of saving lives and maintaining people health.

One shot of error : DEAD PEOPLE in our hand. 

Keep calm and be a medical students

Its fun tho? haha!

and I'm really glad to say that my semester two will be ended this June. Can't wait to spend my holiday and Ramadhan at home.

WISH me all the best guys,

:)