Eid Limited

STARING AT THE MIRROR

it's a vague picture of me standing there with no feelings

at all..it seems like a dark space full with candles but lost..no presence,,

... but then i realized

all I can see was me~my very own body.. a stiff one

wrinkles and smile? ..

blur

 still in Indonesia

and this is not a dream.  

 

hey,hey,hey

finally after a full month of fasting

and yes. Alhamdulillah

1st of syawal we celebrate.

This year was different..yes..different from my previous experiences of celebrating raya 

 this year I had to celebrate my 1st of syawal in this own land of Makassar.

Being a stranger is one thing but far away from my family has tremendously affected my view about almost everything. Staying here,?..my feelings and thoughts?.

I realized that I became more grateful and modest.

How was it?

My first of syawal?

yeah it's okay and everyone seems to enjoy themselves.

The cheers and all the joyous moment we had.

washing the dishes together and playing fireworks.

the camera flashes , laughing and smiles.

everything seems perfect.

yeah

PERFECT? nope. OKAY? yes

whatever it is, Malaysia is always the best.

so these are some of the pictures for all of you

enjoy? nahhh...

location ; aula

tempat pengumpulan peajar-pelajar Malaysia di Indonesia

Our pre lebaran photoshoot.. front view of our faculty.

18 august 2012..before raya!

AJK beli barang yang bertungkus lumus memerah santan.

hihihi! 

what with the mask? its called quality control!

terbaik from AJK BELI BARANG! ;P

FEEL THE WARMTH AND TASTE OF OUR BARE HANDS!

YUMMY! kalau ada rasa masin2 tu tgn saya lah yg perah santan tu ;p!

My first attempt to make lemangs! what a great experience~

Raya's eve!

Thanks to all the seniors! 

Bunga api time!!

 

kat sini mana2 pun boleh main mercun okay. kau mampu?!

1st of syawal!! :)

solat raya!

hmmm..no comment??..makan je la.

all guys!

US :)

omar!

muahx! these are my lights~

ouh,ouh,,one more thing

for your information kat indonesia raya dia simple2 je. selalunya after tengah hari syawal dh x sambut raya dah..malaysia je lebih2 raya sebulan..hihi..but whatever it is.. I miss Malaysia so damn much!

and kalau nak tgk lebih just click the link below okay..

 

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5pG_NBoONk&feature=youtu.be

 

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIWyN1Qzg9Q&feature=youtu.be

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI OKAY!

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!

MUAHXXX! XOXOXOXO!

Dari Jauh Ku Pohon Maaf

 SUDIRMAN

 

Dalam dingin subuh hatiku terusik
Kenang nasib diri di rantauan
Bergema takbir raya menitis air mata
Terbayang suasana permai desa

Rindu hati ini inginku kembali
Pada ayah bonda dan saudara
Tetapi aku harus mencari rezeki
Membela nasib kita bersama

Hanya ku sampaikan doa dan kiriman tulus ikhlas
Dari jauh kupohonkan ampun maaf
Jangan sedih pagi ini tak dapat kita bersama
Meraikan aidil fitri yang mulia

Restu ayah bonda kuharap selalu
Hingga aku pulang kepadamu

Restu ayah bonda kuharap selalu
Demi anakmu yang kini jauh

:')

Foot & steps

here I go. Currently in Makassar. Continuing my studies in medicine,,,even though the class hasn't started yet the eager to conquer knowledge is quite crucial here. Everyone tends to give their best for the upcoming semester that will be commenced on 27th of August.

Well, many people or shall I say about 95% of my friends had asked me the same question all over again for these past few days. 

"are you okay"

"best x study sana"

sorry guys but I only been here for about 2 weeks and and I can barely feel anything..YET... yeah I'm okay but not completely fine. The air I breathe in and out, the sun linings all over my "tanned' skin, the haze coming through my nostrils and all the things are in their physical attraction. I can feel them, yes , literally but ,, how about my conceptual thoughts and my emotion.?? somehow, this situation is pretty blur. SURREAL BLUR. but again, don't you worry , maybe , or eventually I'll get through this.Process of adaptation .. my new surroundings.
but there are also many things that I'm sure of..

1. I have totally lost my sense of fashion here (aku keluar gy mall pakai selipar je kot + serabut je muka) and I already loss 3 kg in a week :)

2. Sometimes bertindak cm bangla2 naik lorry bagai. and then, yes saya naik motor. jangan terkejut :p

3. bubur mcd murah rm 1.50 je.

4. burger mcd masin? and spicy chicken xde :(

5. sos  cili x sedap!  + serbuk cili x wujud kat sini.

6. tiap2 hari shopping beli brg2 yang x penting pun. sorry mama and baba membazir :P

7. batuk2 kering plus kulit merekah kering gila puasa kat sini.

8.  yang best kat RUSUN(hostel) ni ada tv? which? aku x pernah on kan pun switch dia.

9. every morning thanks masjid sini kejut sahur dengan memasang lagu maher zain?

10. pak taksi slalu charge lebih2 kalau x guna meter?

11. murah je naik pete paling mahal rm 1.50 je.

TETT...sorry for that blurry confessions of mine,enough.

hihi

How's Makassar > well for the time being. It's okay and a lil bit hectic.

whatever it is..these are some of the pictures taken for these past few days.

ENJOY?

malas nak cakap banyak2.

 Hasanuddin airport. 

 My room! :)

 stuffs?

 our Queen size bed :p

 SHOWER!

 OKAY. jamban yang xde flush?..

waaaaa

 Front view of our hostel called Rusunawa :)

 Pete-pete, main transportation for the citizen.

 Universitas Hasanuddin Teaching hospital.

 All guys (1st wave) 2012 Int class :)

This is our BUS. It's "mini" but very useful .

*grateful*

 some restaurant

 The guys

 all guys

 Front view of our faculty.

Medical Faculty of UNHAS

 Lecture hall.

 Clinical skills lab!

 grrrr..yummayh! ?

 On our way to the mall.! and taufik fell asleep~ HOW sweet~ ? -__-"

 Rooftop of UNHAS teaching hospital

 yeay balik RUSUN naik lorry!

kau mampu?!

.............

hmmm...for the time being. itu je okay.

later.

penat.

ouh2 yeah. 

baru kena diarrhea + muntah2 + demam.

and alhamdulillah sudah beransur pulih.

Please do pray for my health and prosperity.

thank you :).

The path

ouh. Yeah.

 5th august.

:'(

my destination.

Makasar,Sulawesi Selatan Indonesia.

gosh! am still clueless and blur.

 I guess I'll miss Malaysia so damn much.haih

safe travels farid.

pray for me.

thank you.

ByeBye my dear sweetheart

muahxxx . XOXOXOXO! <3 <3