Thursday, September 19, 2013


It felt like a twinge from something solid, yet it wasn't real
it was only a taste of a remarkable depressions
humdinger it is, indeed life is hard
people tend to act their best but at the end they'll always show their weakest point.
Self reflected.

I'm currently in my semester 3 as Medical student
maintaning my grades and ranking,
been living with some stupid assholes, self-claimed leaders and bunch of pious prick,
the rule is quite simple actually,
when you sit on a chair for so long, you wont feel anything
such paraesthesia do exists,
whatever it is,
I hope i'll get my MD on time.

Dr Muhammad Farid sounds really good



Thursday, June 6, 2013

the risk

Alhamdulillah no remedial exam for me.
syukur tak terkira. ;'3

Sunday, April 21, 2013

New Block

 Ah, the Immunology block has just started a  week ago,
and another 1 month for the final exams,UAS,my first clinical exams and my long semester break :)

 Life is free, but it is precious. Perhaps people don't realize this, unless if they are a total snob and couldn't care more to live in this beautiful world. So as I were saying, yeah time is precious, being in my 2nd semester in med school has made me appreciate time more than I did in the past. How fast should we learn, how many pages should we read, do we have to attend the lecture? ,everything must be delegated so that we always head up in front~ yep, As you may observe, this is my schedule for this immuno-hematology block, "packed"!!,,  the lecturer have to finish their lecture in a very super fast mode....we have to memorize all the mechanism of our immunology system, all the pathology conditions that are related to each mechanism, symptoms? which are very difficult to differentiate as almost all diseases has either same symptoms or causes., clinical features,differential diagnosis, treatments, pharmacology and blablablabla, in just 4 weeks and then.."the final exam"..
that's how I live for these past few months, exams exams exams.
Being a medical student would be crazy enough , not to mention being a real "doctor" someday.
It's a familiar but nonetheless scary feeling, this thing called "responsibility"
so yes, being a doctor isn't all about having a lot of money and respects~ we hold to this one big responsibility of saving lives and maintaining people health.
One shot of error : DEAD PEOPLE in our hand. 
Keep calm and be a medical students
Its fun tho? haha!

and I'm really glad to say that my semester two will be ended this June. Can't wait to spend my holiday and Ramadhan at home.
WISH me all the best guys,

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Of tiramisu and reality

Eventually , my exam day arrived , As I entered the cold room, I composed myself and start answering, and I perfectly ended my semester 1 as med student with a gloomy yet relieved attitude.
am sorry i haven't write anything for these past few months, the internet line is very slow and i can barely sign in into my account. yeah. Am currently in my semester two here in this town of Makssar and i'm glad to say that i passed my first semester exam with 3.30~~~
well, not good enough but am very grateful as the exam questions was very hard and freakishly difficult. still tho ~ not in top 5 of my class, but yeah . 

well, its been almost a year since i first step my foot onto this strange island, and here I now, in my semester two and going to finish my 1st year by the end of june. Alhamdulillah.
Welcome to semester two as medical student farid,
my mind whispered,
where everyday is a struggle between the conventional and the extraordinary, where I seek to strive for exams and be the best among the best, where I protest if, for nothing else, to hear the sound of my voice, all the while trying to discover my pure potential and find my soothing in the social hierarchy,
That's what life is to me, living here, far away from my family, friends,, has made me a stronger entity, what a bittersweet life i've been living for , just like a box of the finest-quality of tiramisu chocolate, blend of a melange emotion yet a lil bit bitter but at the end, sweet came all around my taste buds.
Different shades of grey seem to have tinted my view of the world, and I grow to understand that there is no "right" or "wrong" just a different sense of perception, we're all growing up, indeed...

Labeled as a rebel, touted as such because I no longer nod and bide blindly to what is set and regulated, not blindly folded with a piece of torn paper, preferring to air my half-formed views on matters, doing things my way, earning judgment looks and disappointed disapproval in return. Those pious-prick, its okay to be pious , I respect that but please don't act all pious if you're just thinking about glory and fame.

Perhaps , perhaps one day,....... but for now let me savour this moment, the time of my life, no lies, no decptions,no fake smiles.
it's just me :)

currently in IMMUNOHEMATOLOGY block 
wish me all the best guys.
thanks for your support.
am gonna be a great muslim doctor
in the future
InsyaALLAH :)

*ANYWAY for all the upcoming juniors *

SOME random pictures

 fractures! a lot of fractures and names~
 Harrison hotel :)


 before the BMD EXAM~

cucuk bontot dia!

 CONGRATS along!

 de family <3 <3

 le bitchesss~ :)

clinical skills lab


 my new "hostel" :p

 My kopi o!
 X-RAY time!!


my own rendang :)
 zati,dhiya,hanna :)


 Inauguration  night

Dr Sakti! head of the ortho's department :3 :)
 social service

 colles and smith' fracture?