Monday, November 29, 2010

A song with a smile : )

Katy Perry - Firework
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre’s still a chance for you
Cause there’s a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on show ‘em what your worth
Make ‘em go “Oh, oh, oh!”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you’re a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make ‘em go “Oh, oh, oh!”
You’re gunna leave ‘em fallin’ down-own-own

You don’t have to feel like a waste of space
You’re original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you’re reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it’s time, you’ll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on show ‘em what your worth
Make ‘em go “Oh, oh, oh!”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you’re a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make ‘em go “Oh, oh, oh!”
You’re gunna leave ‘em fallin’ down-own-own

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Cool and Hardcore

I don't know why I started today's post with an "aha".hihi.But I feel so excited to talk about this topic!
Last week I went to the cinema and watch my favourite fantasy film called
Harry Potter and the deathly hallows
daa~ what more can it be. 9 out of ten for the rating! yep!
hardcore and a lil bit rush of adrenalin! love this film so much! 
Even though there are so many scenes of "naked harry potter" but I survive from getting a heart I think that is not a burden to see him naked! aha!but sort of annoying.
Whatever it is!
I just love Hermonie Granger!,Doby! and of course Luna lovegood.hihi
I love the scenes ! new spells! and everything kind of explodes and firing! and it was awesome!
and there are also some sad scenes that touched my heart and all the audiences ah! 
U just should watch it ok: D
Now I'm sounded   like a freak who really loves to watch fantasy films.
No I DONT THINk SO OKAY! * I don't like to watch Star Wars!
ak bukan suka tengok itu and maen2 dengan kawan ak itu and itu! 
okay aku tetiba ecited.sorry~ ahahahaah~
Sad scenes! ;' (!
I wanna cry!! 
omg now I'm BEING sarcastic
 This is what I;m talking about
naked Harry!!
I guess he's getting an extra paid in this scenes..hehe
bogel2 lagy ..wah2! daapat duet lebeyh nak support adek dier blaja u! wah! : D
ok.what is this! hot scenes! agagagaag!
gila gila gila!
sorry this is just for fun.ahahha!but kind of funny!
bottom harry and top draco gone a lil bit of an extra spells! ahaahahah!

Let it be

I still can't believe it
watever...sume org same ja.'s not going to be the same.
I really hates people "talking" and doing something behind my back
ak dah tawar hati
u should know.

Friday, November 26, 2010

That's just weird

know who is this.
I don't know him but 1 things I
do know about this guy.He is popular.
His hair just annoyed me.
2 alam Movies?
talk about typical Malay.haih~
Once again,I'm disappointed with malay films and drama.
; ??
wah bergaya punya laki.rambut cantik.
"rambut aku cantek,nak kawen ngan aku boleh ja"
cantik bow tie. : D
  "aku suka buat movie and besar2kan movie and letak gamba aku sebab aku tahu gamba ak menarik untuk dipertotonkan" kan? kan? kan? 

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

no mood

omg.I still feel weak,tired and dizzy.
but unfortunately I  must  go to Kuala Pilah (UiTM) today.haih.
I hope it will be better tomorrow.


They should know this about me
I'm more alone and always by myself.maybe .I can't remember most of it.but I think , I had a good childhood.nothing spectacular,just good,and that's the way I like it. my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ today are merely acquaintances.All I know is,there used to be genuine happiness when I had my "%&(" around me back when I was twelve.7 years on,I struggle to become what they want me to be.but ,perhaps ,I've failed them.They don't even know who I am and they never try to comprehend what I am.They just keeps push and insult me.well I'm abnormal.please accept and help me.They always got me wrong,wrong perception,misunderstood my feelings,point of view,sense in humor,fashion style and behavior.
I have always wondered if my life is worth living.Yes,maybe I'm the fine result of both worlds.But no,I'm not the the prime of the family.Somewhere along the lines of bringing me up,my communication with my parents must have broken down because for the life of me.well.I'm just a pathetic young men with a heart of "fake stone".This is my cover.They don't even know .just a dot.that's it.luckily I have friends and "someone" who maybe understand my feelings.thanks a lot .your existence makes my life a lil bit of light.well...I need a shoulder to cry on.,without them maybe I'll ended up my life with suicide.too much pressure.I hate myself and I hate who I am now.Is it my own fault?? I'm still wondering who should I put the blame on.But I know they always going to blame me.yep.I'm the black's ok.I hope I don't act the way they act towards me in the future.dilemma. yep. I wish I had never be born.but this is the reality.whatever it is.i'll survive and i one perfect.i'm ok.
please Ya Allah help me.
.i will change but I know this misery would be forever seated untouched in my heart.

well.nak wat cmnew.air yang dicincang xkkan putus.
redha and tawakkal~ maybe ini cabaran yang tuhan bagy.
sabar and cool ok
u can do it. :' ). isn't perfect it is a mess.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

: D


   ak x suka org desperate.
ahahahah..don't mess with me darl.
muahxx..xoxoxoxox! ; )

Rain to stop and Sun to walk

The sun rested lightly on tanned arms,gleaming the rooftops and peaks of trees.It was late in the evening and the only  sounds I could hear or I wanted to hear were the mellifluous chirping of birds,the whoosh of a car on the empty road,and the thud thud sound my shoes made.The sun decided to to peek in,, left all the stars,cloud to be gloom with was a good with my closest friends.Running,walking and a lot of gossiping.It was fun and calm.The sky turns to a lil bit of dreary,give sign to the grass and earth.Rainbow turns out and it started to drop."pluck" "pluck" the rain drop one by one.feel the air.A breeze swept through .Yep it was a good evening jogging.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Fake Cinderella

This is the story where I ended up being a "cinderella" ??..or more precisely being grounded!
shit.Last last Tuesday.I can't remember the date~we went out for a swimming.
yea.swimming la sgt.then gy kl.then ... bla bla bla bla bla bla.
OMG its already 12.00 a:m and my mom keeps calling me on the phone.
I said I will be back in half an hour. called farid's half an hour.Eventually I arrived at my home at 5.00 a:m
and that was shit.The hard blistering wind hit me as I stand alone infront of my house with my mom at the door.
Her cold,beady eyes were probing.Slowly,tentatively ,I take a step forward,intoxicated by transcendentalism,inferiority and pride?.
tried to act cool *ko ingat ney ape.american parents ke nak bagy kuar sampai tgh malam.gila punye budak!*
aha!that was it.
mom said "kenape kuar smpi pagy2 ney.x igta rumah.wats wrong with u farid roslan%^%&%*&(((*&
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla..*&()(&)(&&%^&^*(^*&(*
and the last thing she said 
"no going out after midnight and u must go home before 12 a:m kalu x..jadik katak!!!"
saye redha.mintap maap mama~ :' (.
yep kene kuar balek before 12a:m alalalalalalalla....

Kisah farid si cinderella x lengkap dan para-paranya : )

Monday, November 15, 2010


Miss u!
nak tido.bye.
: )

: )

The spotlight (Acid and Bases)

 Manusia yang menarik perhatian ramai

I looked up at them,those eyes were crinkled up with laughter.Triggered a warmth happiness to my heart go directly to my fingertips,leaving them tingling.They are in the spotlight.Spotlight of the source of my happiness
and craziness.My friends.Different characters,different behaviour.
I perceive the world to be in balance.There is always equilibrium in everything.Good and bad exist.Look closer and You will find your own spotlight.They are my chemistry.The acid and the base of my life.balance the whole equation and make it neutral.sad and happy together.
 This is my Acid and Bases : )

Name : Siti Nur Liyana
nama panggilan (SITI,Siti boyot,nana,siti T.B.nana T.B.)
ability : control people mind and take all their money,fake smile and cry
weaknesses : makanan sedap2,laki howt2
this is liyana.When we was in high school she always said "fared ak xdew duet la...bole bagy rm 1 x?
(dengan muka simpati dan daif)
so fared dgn muka simpati memberi...bagush2! pandai perempuan ini meminta duet.saya kagum
nah nana...nak sgt muka kau kan ltak dlm blog ak.
Liyana a.k.a NANA t.b

-suka makan makanan org,bajet howt-
this is ichi.He is from terengganu~ a good friends with great personality and sucks sense of love~
ini gila punya org.suka berterus terang dan usha2~ teman saye untuk meng usha! :)

Nur Izreen Rahman
sentimental ,good sense of humor,emo terlebey

Siti Iylia Zarith
sport,mantap,comel,gila ,budak baek

Muhammad Syimir Firdaus
Jiwang.suka belanja.weird sense in fashion.


Future Lawyer.My boney.Kuat merajuk

Whatever it is.Mereka comel
dan saya suka mereka : )

Friday, November 12, 2010


Everything is blur right vision,my mood,even my determination~heck.
the examination is on the 14 November~ and I still blur~
physical chemistry.haih.and my carry marks isn't that great
just average of 31-34/40....uhhuhuhuu...
please Ya Allah. give me strength and a lil bit of spirit to answer the exam paper.
I want to go home.
going out for movies.iciban ramen~windu my fwen.nana.ijen.ichi.fird.nazren.

Thursday, November 11, 2010


I've change my layout and I love it.from now on 
 I'm going to have a colourful life and live happily ever after!
*the end*
wait is not the end.this is not the reality.happy ending does not exist.
seriously.the reality is we r going to get through a lot of things.difficult things.
this is what we called LIFE.
its never been is not something that ended in a lovely happy ending story.
it will just keep continue and it depends on us how to manage it.some may ended it by suicide ,some by happiness.
It's just a story with no ending.We just pass a new shadow.shadow by shadow.
 and when the sun shines,it would be a clearer new story.
not an ending.It's just the beginning to another new story and new challenges. is depend on what is the reaction and action that we it is not a happy ending,it is a long journey that teach us how to survive and fall~
sory ak mencarut lebey
colourful spotlight that light up my whole life!

11/12/1991 or 11/11/1991 happened yesterday morning at 12 a:m
tetiba ringtone muse neutron star collision berbunyi
I picked up then liyana my kwn baek gila2!!! 
called me and she was like hesitating and tergelak2 mcm org gila..
*dlm hati : wat is she talking about.ak nak tido la bodo ak ader exam esok.
and she keeps being so annoying and lastly she said 
"happy birthday farid" and .....
wat the hell..confident nye minah.tODAY IS not my birthday la sayang.
my birthday is on 11 disember NOT  11 november.
haih..maybe they get really confused with this number I mean 11 and ! 
"confused" sangat~ "banyak sgt beza" ~~~~~~
ouh sory I'm being sarcastic again~~ 
"~" when i used this symbol .its mean I'm being a lil bit sarcastic 
 ouh just now I said they.
who r they.
this 5  people.
termasuk my best frens : ichi
atira,asmira, and azam
: D!
 ney antara mereka yang syg saye lebeyh.nak anta perogol la pela.cepat la rogol ak! yum!
my fetish is force!~~
anyway my birthday is on
11 disember
ingat taw..*cewah farid yang ko bajet sgt nak ltak besar2 tulisan asal..ak taw la nak bace .sial nye laki
(nada org  yang mengumpat ak senyap2 bile bace blog ney)

ps : ok ak gurau pasal fetish2 tuh : P~ 


dah lama x update blog
uhuk uhuk uhuk
well.kinda busy.
final exam
english - ok!
Science & technology in islam - superb!
Calculus 2 - : D!
physical chem - ??? not yet!
last paper!