I squinted at the clock and it was 2.45 a.m in the morning and I was thinking hardly what did actually am I doing here. yep these were hectic weeks , rough and tough or shall I call it MACABRE week ever in my life.
this month of September are full with challenges,hardcore mistakes and miseries.
I'm screwed and my life has changes 60 percent anti gravity.
Whoever that makes my life misery must have run out of ideas.It has nothing to do with being profane. There has to be subject well in my case several subjects, that P.P.R.P and all of them.
Aidilfitri went well. I got "duit raya" and I was happy :). even though I hate seeing my relatives and talk about my grades and everything I still do love to go to the open house having rendang and whatsoever. The ultimate food fiesta has ended and the A.D.A.M celebration,tests,assignments continues the vague burden of mine.
THE A.D.A.M THINGS.
one thing for sure I GIVE Up.
I'm sorry I can't be perfect, I can't live up to your expectations because I can't live up to mine.
You said get over it. I know you're already fed up of all my worries and the same problems I face. I whine about it. So what if I do.I'm barely 20 and I feel NUMB. SO PLEASE go away. You're just not worth it big man.
NOW AM JUST GOING TO CONCENTRATE FOR THE FINAL EXAMS AND GET AN EXCELLENT RESULT, THAT'S IT~ I HAD ENOUGH.
THANKS TO GOD , HE CREATED ME SEVERAL ENTITIES THAT MAKE ME SMILE :)