Tuesday, October 18, 2011

the break

The holiday or semester break is stuffed to bursting with questions people ask me.
For instance, how is your life? how was the final exams? how are you doing? what semester are you in right now? bla bla bla bla bla bla......
SUCKS.

had done my MUET speaking~ haha~ it was so blurry and vague. I was just start talking about sex education and bla bla bla...!!! well i didn't conclude the conclusion at the individual section and at the group discussion I can barely heard what the other candidates were saying as they all being MUTED for the entire session, and it took me 10 minutes to speak about the sex education!!well, I mean what the heck man...I was seriously not prepared for that kind of situation.well it's my fault, had skipped every MUET practice class! hah!.Whatever it is, hope for the band 4 at least~ at least I've done my best~  huh..
SO HERE COMES THE BREAK.
To be frank,I think,I hate the semester break even though I know that,deeply in my logical geometric brain." I'm  seriously enjoying it."
thought of going to jog , but still not starting it yet~
well,finishing my semester break by going out to the movies,eating, sleeping during the day, clubbing during the night??*not exactly,reading novels,watching's' supernatural,bones,grey's anatomy and waiting for the exam result......and bla bla bla... well..i don't think i would hold the dean's list scroll for this semester .. i mean, i'm screwed! whatever it is, strive for the semester 6.. daa~ anyway
..i had captured some pictures FOR The past 2 weekS..
had the meatballs with sophie and marlene at the ikea


ririn!
 alia :)
ichi!

but seriously, I'm totally broke! i had used all my money on the garden,chilis,IKEA MEATBALLS,movies,nichi,ice room and mcdonald! agagagaggaag~
NEED MORE MONEY!
okay that's all for today. well..i know .lame! WHATEVER BASTARD :)

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

of dramas and lines

The lightning at PILAH looks so brilliant.
3 years ago, I struggle to belong somewhere .FRIENDSHIP.
to me, my friends are like a shot of epinepherine rushing through my arteries. Our time together is an empty 'high' for me, and I only feel worse later on. Eventually I get depressed because I realize I no longer relate to those peers. Seem immature, makes me an etilist snob, priding myself in thinking I am better than others.
I began to feel numb towards life but at least I'm not upset by small things anymore.
well, time is limited. 
THEY PROBABLY there right now, enjoying themselves.
yes, I admitted, those were great time
but come on guys  the clouds are clearing up now, revealing the sky and the rain slows to a drizzle, I will not live in a fake lie. 
well as far as you concern, if you had read this, yes all of you.
the line between us has diminished greatly, no longer a wall and it's certainly not very noticeable.
I'll go ahead and GOODBYE :). ite been such a pleasure for us to be friends.

* ouh please spread those ugly rumors , I don't care because it isn't true.
 haha!
AND PLEASE YANG LAIN JANGAN NAK INTERFERE SGT LA.
MOVE ON BOLEH?
ANYWAY I'M TRULY SORRY IF I HAVE AFFRONTED ANY OF YOU. 
*xyh nak buat cerita palsu kat sume org sgtla, aku dh x kaco hidup korunk,ape aku buat sampai korunk jadik gila mcm ney pun aku  taw,
ingat lagi  SEKALI aku dengar .
SIAP~. AKU DIAM, DIAM JUGAK. JANGAN SAMPAI AKU BERSUARA.
THANK YOU.
ONCE AGAIN. AKU MINTA MAAF .